Re:solution

Clever, right?
A 2009 resolution of mine is to blog more often. I don’t really do resolutions.Even though I have nothing to say worth listening to and I am sure there isn’t another human being who reads this blog I would still like to write more often.
Hopefully the lateness in posting this isn’t a precursor tot he amoutn of blogging i’ll actually do.

debates.

So tonight was the VP debate. Watched awaiting Sarah Palin to make herself look as stuipid as she did with Katie Couric. That never quite happened, but she did manage to dodge questions, often not answering them entirely. I honestly can’t believe this woman is a vice presidential candidate. I mean, really, REALLY? I truly hope everyone votes this November.

Tonight after watch the debates we went over to Woodlawn field and played some soccer. It was a good time. Even had a little 3 on 3 scrimmage. So the Wolfpack FC had its first “official” practice/scrimmage.

Well, September is over and so is my stint of being Straight Edge. It was a really good month, and I was able to learn a lot about myself. I think that from now on I will make a lot of better decisions.

My birthday is coming up so thats pretty exciting. Going to a Chicago Fire game on the 12th and that may be just as exciting, if not more!

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She stepped outside into the morning air
To watch the cars go by and let the sun dry her hair
I wanted to tell her how beautiful she was
But I just stared

And I know I don’t deserve this
The capacity to feel

I wish you could put your ear up to my heart
And hear how much I love you

Changes

Was not a good weekend. IU lost, colts, lost, chelsea vs man. united went to a draw, broke my phone and more that i wont mention.

I have to get on the ball as far as school goes. I’ve skipped a few classes already, and thats just not gonna work. I’ve gotta actually study for tests this year. I need to do h/w the night its assigned and not the morning before its due. I need to raise my GPA because 2.9 isn’t going to get me an internship. Its not. I’m getting close to graduating college (wtf?!) and Im starting to realize nothing really sets me apart from other people. Like people im going to go up against for jobs…theyre all more qualified than me. At least thats how I feel now, hopefully that changes. I guess im just afraid.

Been going to the gym regularly (and last night i even ran about a mile) Also im starting to go on a diet. I realize i probably wont notice results too soon, but hopefully it will work out nicely. Frankly Im sick being big. Its no fun. I want to lose weight so i can play soccer, and I want to look better, obviously this wont happen overnight, but if i keep it up good things will come.

Im so ready for october to get here. I love october. Its my favorite month. Leaves start to change, weather cools down a bit, birthday, haunted houses, halloween. IDK, october is just so great, and this october is especially looking to be good.

I need to stay positive. Its tough, but I need to.

never ending

i’m not sure where i messed up.

Let’s try this again..

Livejournal
Xanga
Blogspot

They all pretty much failed. Well, xanga didn’t fail, but I feel like it is time to move on from that. Xanga was definitely vital to my junior and high school blogging, but It’s probably time to move on.

So I’ll be writing stuff here from now on. No one will probably read it, but oh well. When I’m 40 (or 23) I can look back on this, with (hopefully) good memories.

I just reformated my hard drive. A new start with Vista.

A new start, yes that sounds good.

I’m going to list some music that I’ve been listening to a lot lately and that I think you should also listen to a lot: Mineral, Jimmy Eat World, Doomtree, This Will Destroy You, and Verse. They are all considerably different from each other, and incredible in their own ways.

I have a lot of books I want to read, I have a lot of documentaries I want to watch. I’ll get around to this someday.

“23″ by Jimmy Eat World has some very good advice that I need to follow, and hopefully will this week.

If you read this, thanks, keep coming back. Hopefully my future posts will be better, and maybe more insightful. But I don’t have much insight right now, because there is only one thing I can think about.